Birthday boy!!!
Well this was actually supposed to be up yesterday the 6th... but some how I must have not hit the right button... operator error!
Well today's my bday and I'm going to go a little off subject.
I am adopted and every bday I wonder about my "birth mom" .... is she still living and if she is... does she wonder about me on Dec 6 every year? Does she shed a tear on this day wondering if she made the right decision? Will she go in to a room by herself and close the door, just to be alone and dream what I've become? I wonder if she's told her family about me? Do they have a clue about her past? Is she ashamed of me? or is she respectful of me? Has she secretly kept track of me and smiles to herself to see who I've become? Would she even want to know?
Thats my question... would she even want to know who I am?
I just wanna say THANKS!!! to you wherever you are this day, for giving me a chance at life, to enjoy the life I've had and to now have the joy of being a parent myself. I'm OK, I've turned out well, and I would make you proud. You made the right decision! I'll forever be thankful for you Love and intent at the time of my birth. Thank you for giving me life!
OK ladies... in this land of blog there is bound to be some of you that have given up a child for adoption... would she even want to know who I am? Can you answer that for me? I really would like to know what she thinks every Dec 6th.
posted by nniceguy269 @ 11:47 AM
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13 Comments:
Happy birthday! Thanks for stopping by my blog and commenting. As for the videos, you'll have to try harder than that. : )
happy birthday! hope you get some feedback on the adoption thoughts. i can't answer it for you.
On being adopted and what your mom thinks... Until you meet her, if you ever do, you cannot be sure. Even if you hear from someone who has given a child up, their reaction is THEIR reaction.
I would like to think your birth mother is most likely to feel a pang or two upon realizing 'Hey, my son was born today!', she may even know who you are. She would know it was better for you, that you at least had a chance for something.
On that note, happy belated birthday :)
Happy belated birthday!
Thank you for the comment on my little naughty audio post.
*grin*
Just commented on an earlier post. Can't comment on adoption, but I can bet she's wishing you well, wherever she is. Have you thought about requesting her info?
Happy belated birthday...I almost gave one of my children up for adoption...I didn't but I can tell you why I was going to.
Because I loved him. Because I knew he deserved the best. Because I wanted him to have more than I could give him. Even today, after KEEPING him, and being so blessed, there are times when I wonder if I was selfish.
But the reason I was going to go that route was simple: LOVE.
hey sorry i missed your birthday!!! i hope you had a wonderful one!! as for the adoption question, i have never experienced that but i am sure thinks of you more than just on your birthday.
oh by the way it's lo i moved my blog to a new address trying to rid myself of my psycho ex roommates.
Thanks for the comments...
darkneuro, it's true that every reaction is going to be the different, and I think that is one thing I'm trying to figure out, especially knowing that she knows how she can get in contact with me if she wanted.
wrygirl... I've thought about contacting her and have done some very minor searching... I wouldn't want to mess up her life, even if she's still alive, but curiousity and the chance to say thanks are motives.
one man's fantasy... thanks for your insight on reasoning, I have to feel that was her motive as well, or maybe hope that. I know she was in a mess at the time. But knowing your motive was love, helps confirm my thought on that too. Thanks!
princess.... not sure what happen with your psycho ex room mate, but from the looks of you, if he was male or heck even female, no wonder... yummy! =)
ceri... thanks for you comment. Have you ever searched? or have a desire to? Sounds like you and I are similar in that way. And from reading your blog, your an awesome Mom. ;-) Not to mention a MILF =P hehehe Thanks for your insight though, I appreciate that!
And for those that may be dropping by in the future.. comments are always welcome.
If you haven't checked out blondage's audio post... you should do that, just turn down the speakers if little kiddies are around... or the boss. hehehe Things that make a man go mmmmmmmmmmmmm!
well sealed I tried giving you a message on your blog... twice, no 3 times and it's not showing up, I'll try again later.
I don't know what to say about your adoption except it just affected me so deeply to read this.
I hope your birthday was lovely.
I hope you didn't spend it alone.
I hope you did something very special and with someone who loves you.
Thinking of you now.
Vixen
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