Birthday boy!!!


Well this was actually supposed to be up yesterday the 6th... but some how I must have not hit the right button... operator error!

Well today's my bday and I'm going to go a little off subject.

I am adopted and every bday I wonder about my "birth mom" .... is she still living and if she is... does she wonder about me on Dec 6 every year? Does she shed a tear on this day wondering if she made the right decision? Will she go in to a room by herself and close the door, just to be alone and dream what I've become? I wonder if she's told her family about me? Do they have a clue about her past? Is she ashamed of me? or is she respectful of me? Has she secretly kept track of me and smiles to herself to see who I've become? Would she even want to know?

Thats my question... would she even want to know who I am?

I just wanna say THANKS!!! to you wherever you are this day, for giving me a chance at life, to enjoy the life I've had and to now have the joy of being a parent myself. I'm OK, I've turned out well, and I would make you proud. You made the right decision! I'll forever be thankful for you Love and intent at the time of my birth. Thank you for giving me life!

OK ladies... in this land of blog there is bound to be some of you that have given up a child for adoption... would she even want to know who I am? Can you answer that for me? I really would like to know what she thinks every Dec 6th.